In the midst of over bounding joy I am the person who finds sadness. O brain be some other brain! Be happy or fake it! I suppose what scares me is the still ever continuing long road ahead of me. And the joy of today may soon be forgotten & contemplated. But instead of sadness I’ll bathe in the success of today. One small step for man, one giant leap for mankind. I never knew I’d grow up to be so afraid of failure. Who taught me that? Or is that the product of society? I can’t have learned it on my own, right? Oh. I forgot to meditate. Quiet brain, you’re a killjoy!