Virgin hustler 

Dribble fashion Drabble https://virginhustler.wordpress.com

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Stillness

I was cruising. The sun on my face, the wind in my hair – and then BAM! I hit a glass wall out of fucking nowhere! Why? How? Life you are so weird! But, respect. Life has demanded I sit in the stillness and get real. Look for the soul; go deeper & richer, in everyone, in everything and in myself. I can’t articulate how strange that came upon me and I know these weird happenstances are directing our lives to exactly what they need. I feel so utterly behind in everything; literature , pop culture, the truth. But I keep reading&watching&listening. 

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Smile

A smile can change the world! Believe it! It’s true! Be kind to yourself & be kind to everyone. Smile at strangers and watch their face brighten up as they walk by. And that simple small little thing can change the world. 

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The power of words

I’ve used up all my allotted space on WordPress and can no longer post photos . This is a sad day; like that time the actual music died in LA; the indie radio station went off the air followed by a long beep and finally some static filled faint Mariachis. I cannot even begin to grasp the mysteries of life, but I’ll just continue searching my soul for answers and trying to be kind to myself and my family and everyone. We all need kindness. I tried to remember my first memory as a child and what came to mind was me hiding. Why was I hiding? There was a sense of fear, of being afraid? Who was I afraid of? I was a child, what could I possibly have done so terribly wrong that I was afraid ? I’ll continue digging. Until then I must be kind, I must dance, I must sing, I must do all the things that terrify me. 

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Surrender

I give in, I am not ok. My insides feel like they are deteriorating. I’m collapsing in on myself. 

perhaps…perhaps…perhaps… 

I flow through the motions of the day and try to keep my spirits high, my thoughts positive, my outlook bright. But it’s exhausting. I am not ok. I am not ok. I am not ok. I am sad. I am failing. I am lost. I look around me and see all this stuff and I don’t know why I feel this way. But I do, and today I’m embracing it. Today, I’m not fighting. Today I am allowing myself to be a sad, lost, crumbling woman. And that’s ok.

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Reset

Reset again and again 

Saying goodbye 

I’ll try not to cry

But I do

The turn of events

Play in my head

Around and around they spin

Can’t get the facts straight

Did he love me or not

Was it all a big joke on me?

Reset again and again 

I’ll try not to cry

But I do

I loved him

And maybe I don’t know what love is 

I loved him 

Even when it felt like me vs him

I loved him 

Now it’s over

Goodbye

I’ll try not to cry

I’ll wipe them away

And start new

In the morning 


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Misery

A lonesome brutal chapter in my life has ended. And yet, there was a lot of love there. Silence please.

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