Lost 

lost in the sea of unrequited love  

                                                                                                                                                                                   

  

     

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Uptown funk 

last year sometime I was reading an article about Google’s Larry Page on starting Google and he said something along the lines of , “if people don’t come to Google today that’s okay because we’ll be better tommorow.” I like that in terms of my own growth. I’ll be better tommorow.  

                                                                               

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This or that 

there’s a poem on the subway that reads something like “our wasted lives are filled with miracles”. I couldn’t agree more.  

                                                                                                                 

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Dammit!

god dammit! Fuck fuck fuck! I’m a moron. A simpleton. I’m “too hard on myself”. I NEED A CHILL PILL. Nothing is right. All day I moan and groan and try to suck up enough confidence to feel good about myself for a second. My mind is reeling. I’m a head trip. A nut job. A real piece of work. I’m a snowflake. I’m unique. JUST LIKE  EVERYONE ELSE. I’m so fucking neurotic and self centered I can’t see straight. I can’t kill myself. But I can “live like I’m dead already”. FUCK YOU JEFFBRIDGES. Go fuck yourself stars. Go to hell fortune. Don’t cry. Just breathe. Everything will be ok. You know I live my life by a series of quotes. “It always seems impossible until it’s done” FUCK OFF Nelson Mandela ! I’ve lost it. I’m gone. Sarah has left the building.  

                                                                               

  

  

  

  

 

  

 

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Red lights 

it’s a funny feeling when you’re happy. But all the stars need be aligned.A light flutter in the belly.A heavy beating of the heart.Imagining imagining .A happy life .2 girls, sisters, and a garden .Happy happy happiness.magic. 

                                                                               

       

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Love shack

I’m living in a seasaw world of commitment and failure. Commitment & failure. Commitment & failure. Which way will the beam stop? Commitment. Failure. It’s exhausting. And exhilarating. It’s exciting to fail & then pick yourself up off the floor  and begin again because dammit your committed. I’m certain that’s what crazy is.                                                                                  

   

    

      

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Sickled 0’er with the pale cast of thought 

                                                                                

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