Surrender

I give in, I am not ok. My insides feel like they are deteriorating. I’m collapsing in on myself. 

perhaps…perhaps…perhaps… 

I flow through the motions of the day and try to keep my spirits high, my thoughts positive, my outlook bright. But it’s exhausting. I am not ok. I am not ok. I am not ok. I am sad. I am failing. I am lost. I look around me and see all this stuff and I don’t know why I feel this way. But I do, and today I’m embracing it. Today, I’m not fighting. Today I am allowing myself to be a sad, lost, crumbling woman. And that’s ok.

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