my brain is a deep dark mystery. Sometimes I get lost in there and can’t see the light. But then miraculously I find my way back out again. To the happier version of me. How easily I can slip and fall into my own meloncholy, but I’ve excercised my muscles to know how to fight my way back to the lightness of being. Clawing and scratching my way back. And so, I’m happy! I’m happy so fucking shoot me so I can die happy!!!