I want to do everything & nothing at the same time. I can’t grasp the air, I can’t even understand it. We pray to gods and I am amazed at the infinite life beyond our limits. Space. So vast. And I feel so little and helpless. The chaos & misery that never ends here on earth. And I’m not sure how I can fight against it. What is my weapon of choice? To entertain, to evoke thoughts and emotions, to change people, to free people from themselves. Perhaps, I should have chosen a different weapon.