There are times when I feel completely lost, and afraid and hopeless. There are times when I feel persistent, confident, & brave. There are times when I feel weak,ashamed& guilty. There are times when I feel complete void. I can’t say from one day to the next who I’ll be and how I’ll feel or if I’ll get to where I’m headed. If the best I have to show for my life spent on Earth is I tried then that’s all I’ll have to give. And that Will be enough because I’m human. A healthy, slightly spoiled first world girl, in an ever evolving modern world, often forgetting my lucky stars, cursing my miraculous life. I’m far from perfect and I berate myself daily that I’m not and I try to remember what I have and have been given. I’ll not take for granted the sight my eyes are given to feast upon daily. The change that is coming in my future forever and ever. The previous possessions I hold so dear and my loved family & friends that don’t hear my praises as often as they should. I’d like to climb to the top of a tall tree and carve the names of everyone I’ve ever met and thank each one of those people because every one of them is all of me.