Ive been struggling as an actor lately. Its like im at this brick wall hitting my head, and my brain hurts and my skull hurts and my fists hurt. Up until now, ive just been running, and now suddenly, ive stopped and im pounding on the pavement..or whatever. im ready to quit. and im ready to give it my all, one last push. I constantly read motivational blogs about changing your attitude and changing your thinking, but its hard for me not to be down on myself. So ive decided to take a step back from the wall, and instead, gain as much knowledge and perspective as possible. also, i want to live in a teepee.